i'd like to have more selfish moments methinks. selfish as opposed to self-preservation. the extension of boundaries vs the keeping of boundaries.

i'm actually genuinely sad that my public international law course is over ): i feel like brining my textbooks back to spore to read over the summer :p haha. i'm such a geek. or maybe do some research for the cicc. but the problem is the bloody cicc is in the hague -.- and i no likey the hague. hahaha. though i am going to try to apply to the hague for internships next summer. but the thought of conflict of laws next year (even though its private law -.-), and the hope of doing international law for masters is making things alot better. but there's so much uncertainty too. shrugs.

hmms. i think i'm going to take this summer off. not work, not do anything i don't want to. and just spend time with my family and friends, watch some tv, ok make that alot of tv, read my books, work on my special summer project (TEEHEEHEE I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT WAIT!), do more baking, visit orphanages and just enjoy life i suppose (: